MARCH 31, 2016
So, there's some debate at the Mary Isaak Center/COTS (Committee on the Shelterless, in California) on how to handle my financial situation. I have no money. They're debating on whether or not I'm permanently emotionally/mentally disabled and unable to work because of the trauma I've sustained, (I mentioned in a previous post that I haven't been able to hold a full-time job in many, many years, emotionally breaking-down each time and that the only thing I've managed to consistently show-up for are shows https://goo.gl/mG8FbX), temporarily emotionally/mentally disabled and need more EMDR, (EMDR is a type of therapy to treat trauma), or actually exceptionally talented and just need to find the right fit. Perhaps it's a combination. Either way, we are figuring out how to get me some money on a consistent basis that will provide for both myself and my children. Anyone got any BRIGHT IDEAS? I'm OPEN to them. https://goo.gl/Tdnw0L ❤
So, there's some debate at the Mary Isaak Center/COTS (Committee on the Shelterless, in California) on how to handle my financial situation. I have no money. They're debating on whether or not I'm permanently emotionally/mentally disabled and unable to work because of the trauma I've sustained, (I mentioned in a previous post that I haven't been able to hold a full-time job in many, many years, emotionally breaking-down each time and that the only thing I've managed to consistently show-up for are shows https://goo.gl/mG8FbX), temporarily emotionally/mentally disabled and need more EMDR, (EMDR is a type of therapy to treat trauma), or actually exceptionally talented and just need to find the right fit. Perhaps it's a combination. Either way, we are figuring out how to get me some money on a consistent basis that will provide for both myself and my children. Anyone got any BRIGHT IDEAS? I'm OPEN to them. https://goo.gl/Tdnw0L ❤
OH, my family? Yeah, they called me HOLLYWOOD as a kid. PHOTO taken inTacoma, Washington, when my Dad, John Cardoza, was stationed at the Ft Lewis Army Base. The year is probably 1974 or 1975. #TBT https://goo.gl/EG4BhS ❤
MARCH 30, 2016
"Perhaps
strength
doesn't
reside
in having
never
been broken
...but in the
courage
required
to grow
strong
in the
broken
places."
[This quote is aPParently from Kristen Jongen's "Growing Wings"]
Mary Isaak Center COTS (Committee on the Shelterless, in California) ❤
"Perhaps
strength
doesn't
reside
in having
never
been broken
...but in the
courage
required
to grow
strong
in the
broken
places."
[This quote is aPParently from Kristen Jongen's "Growing Wings"]
Mary Isaak Center COTS (Committee on the Shelterless, in California) ❤
Mr. Paul Douglas Canady--can you explain WHAT this RUBBER DUCKIE is doing in our Japanese Meditation Garden at the Mary Isaak Center/COTS (Committee on the Shelterless, in California) and HOW eXactly it got there?#DUCKIEonaROCK ❤
MARCH 29, 2016
FROM Delu Fan
我們的社會需要更多的愛和包容,而不是分裂和仇恨!
Our society needs more love and tolerance, rather than divisiveness and hatred! https://goo.gl/3M1xcK #LOVEWINS ❤
FROM Delu Fan
我們的社會需要更多的愛和包容,而不是分裂和仇恨!
Our society needs more love and tolerance, rather than divisiveness and hatred! https://goo.gl/3M1xcK #LOVEWINS ❤
MARCH 28, 2016
Yeah, it's cool. I'm just doing some "LIGHT READING" during my overnights with the Twins. I'm headed back to the Mary Isaak Center/COTS (Committee on the Shelterless, in California) tomorrow. https://goo.gl/7Lm2wJ #BLACKHOLE ❤
Yeah, it's cool. I'm just doing some "LIGHT READING" during my overnights with the Twins. I'm headed back to the Mary Isaak Center/COTS (Committee on the Shelterless, in California) tomorrow. https://goo.gl/7Lm2wJ #BLACKHOLE ❤
Pure-Funk snaPPed this photo of me, ONE YEAR AGO, (March 28th, 2015), before I EMCEED the BRIDES OF FUNKENSTEIN SHOW at ZODIACS PETALUMA, but was too CHICKEN to post it. "BOK, BOK, BOK, BOK, BOK, BOK, BOK!" The Brides of Funkenstein PFUNK1.COM The Bus ShoppeZodiacs Petaluma Petaluma, California #BUSshoPPe #BLUEcorset ★
MARCH 27, 2016
SANJAYE Son/Sun ☀
SANJAYE Son/Sun ☀
OVERNIGHT PASSes from the MARY ISAAK CENTER/COTS (Committee on the Shelterless, in California) = a MOMMY HOLLY EASTER BUNNY VISIT with KEITH & ETHAN! haPPy, hoPPy EASTER! #YES https://goo.gl/AOxBg1 ❤
MARCH 23, 2016
THE MOTHERSHIP CONNECTION IS HERE ★
THE MOTHERSHIP CONNECTION IS HERE ★
In the EARTHSTAR PEACE CALENDAR, this FULL MOON is the WHALE MOON. HOGAN IYOTAN TANKA OYATE, THE WHALE PEOPLE, HEAL EMOTIONAL, PHYSICAL, MENTAL and SPIRITUAL IMBALANCES with the UNIVERSAL LAW OF MOVEMENT & BALANCE. "The Whale People have guarded the secrets for Human Being. For we are older brothers and sisters to you. OUR SONG WILL AWAKEN YOUR MEMORIES AND WILL BRING HEALING TO YOU. HUMAN BEINGS HAVE SEVEN MAJOR ROLES AS EARTH GUARDIANS. ALL OF THESE TASKS ARE IMPORTANT FOR THIS WALK IN BALANCE. [Find out what they are here:http://goo.gl/yPM0mV starts on page 58] The Whale People wish for human beings to ponder on these seven gifts and to LOOK WITHIN to learn how to honor life through them. Learn to walk with these seven gifts. Honoring ALL life is the way to BALANCE; not just for yourselves, but for everyone. So stand, Human Being, as we the Whale People continue to teach you every moment through our Song and through our Thought. STAND AS GUARDIANS OF MOTHER EARTH. Stand up and take up your SACRED RESPONSIBILITIES. Honor the Wisdom within you and reclaim the Holiness that you are." -Maka Wicahpi Wicohan #FULLMOON #WHALE #EARTHSTAR #PEACE #CALENDAR #YES
The EXACT TIME of this FULL MOON was at 12:01 UTC. (5:01am CALI-TIME) with a PENUMBRAL ECLIPSE.
WHALE SONG: Songs Of The Humpback whale (Full Album HD Vinyl) https://youtu.be/p-7QrQ0cbpg
ART: "A whales dream" by Pencil-Chewer Cassandra Canady http://cassandracanadyart.deviantart.com/, "Moon Whale" by Tamara Laporte www.willowing.org & the STAR CODE for THE WHALE PEOPLE, HOGAN IYOTAN TANKA OYATE, in the UNIVERSAL LAW OF MOVEMENT & BALANCE. To activate it, draw it & circle it. http://goo.gl/J8JeGW
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The EXACT TIME of this FULL MOON was at 12:01 UTC. (5:01am CALI-TIME) with a PENUMBRAL ECLIPSE.
WHALE SONG: Songs Of The Humpback whale (Full Album HD Vinyl) https://youtu.be/p-7QrQ0cbpg
ART: "A whales dream" by Pencil-Chewer Cassandra Canady http://cassandracanadyart.deviantart.com/, "Moon Whale" by Tamara Laporte www.willowing.org & the STAR CODE for THE WHALE PEOPLE, HOGAN IYOTAN TANKA OYATE, in the UNIVERSAL LAW OF MOVEMENT & BALANCE. To activate it, draw it & circle it. http://goo.gl/J8JeGW
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MARCH 21, 2016
(*WARNING. This post is intensely personal. If you can't handle that, don't read it, and move on.)
#TREMENDOUS: The help I've looked for all these years has FINALLY ARRIVED! Mary Isaak Center/COTS (Committee on the Shelterless, in California) is HELPING ME! For those of you that don't know--I am explaining to you now that over the past 5+ years I've had a really hard time finding a permanent place to live. The reasons for this are mutli-layered, as is the condition of HOMELESSNESS in any one person's life. I am a DOMESTIC VIOLENCE SURVIVOR. I am a RAPE SURVIVOR. I have about NINE DIFFERENT DIAGNOSES depending on who evaluates me, including PTSD, (which is the only one all the Docs agree on). I wrote them all down one time in a list just for shits & giggles. Who knows what it really is--let's just call it a BEAUTIFUL MIND. I haven't been able to hold a full-time job in many, many years, emotionally breaking-down each time. The only thing I've managed to consistently show-up for are shows, and this is because they are ingrained in me, and I've been doing them since I was 4 years-old. Shows are often-times not only where I can express myself in a healthy way, but also where I experience HEALING. I also do my best to see my children as much as I can.
I haven't openly discussed all this online much because it's been embarrassing to me, and it's the primary reason you've seen me bounce all over The State of California.
So, I am here now at the Shelter in Petaluma. There are rules. There is a curfew. Reciprocity is required for my bed & meals. All of this is 100% OK with me. I am finally in a place where people are not on my ass for whatever reason, or wanting a piece of it for letting me stay there long-term.
Yes, there is work to do. I am not scared. I CHOOSE LIFE. THANK YOU to all my Friends & Family that have helped me so far--you know who you are. You literally helped me STAY ALIVE. BLESSINGS & PEACE TO YOU. COTS: http://www.cots-homeless.org/ PHOTO by MOUNTAIN MAN https://goo.gl/mG8FbX ✌❤
(*WARNING. This post is intensely personal. If you can't handle that, don't read it, and move on.)
#TREMENDOUS: The help I've looked for all these years has FINALLY ARRIVED! Mary Isaak Center/COTS (Committee on the Shelterless, in California) is HELPING ME! For those of you that don't know--I am explaining to you now that over the past 5+ years I've had a really hard time finding a permanent place to live. The reasons for this are mutli-layered, as is the condition of HOMELESSNESS in any one person's life. I am a DOMESTIC VIOLENCE SURVIVOR. I am a RAPE SURVIVOR. I have about NINE DIFFERENT DIAGNOSES depending on who evaluates me, including PTSD, (which is the only one all the Docs agree on). I wrote them all down one time in a list just for shits & giggles. Who knows what it really is--let's just call it a BEAUTIFUL MIND. I haven't been able to hold a full-time job in many, many years, emotionally breaking-down each time. The only thing I've managed to consistently show-up for are shows, and this is because they are ingrained in me, and I've been doing them since I was 4 years-old. Shows are often-times not only where I can express myself in a healthy way, but also where I experience HEALING. I also do my best to see my children as much as I can.
I haven't openly discussed all this online much because it's been embarrassing to me, and it's the primary reason you've seen me bounce all over The State of California.
So, I am here now at the Shelter in Petaluma. There are rules. There is a curfew. Reciprocity is required for my bed & meals. All of this is 100% OK with me. I am finally in a place where people are not on my ass for whatever reason, or wanting a piece of it for letting me stay there long-term.
Yes, there is work to do. I am not scared. I CHOOSE LIFE. THANK YOU to all my Friends & Family that have helped me so far--you know who you are. You literally helped me STAY ALIVE. BLESSINGS & PEACE TO YOU. COTS: http://www.cots-homeless.org/ PHOTO by MOUNTAIN MAN https://goo.gl/mG8FbX ✌❤
haPPy 41st BIRTHDAY to my ONE & ONLY BROTHER, Anthony John Cardoza! PHOTO by John Cardoza in Petaluma, California at TODAY's Caressa & Dylan's Wedding Celebration Potluck. ❤
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FOOD BOXES (because people are hungry in Sonoma County, CA) Mary Isaak Center Petaluma, California https://goo.gl/2fptgG #YES ❤
MARCH 17, 2016
ROUGH NIGHT LAST NIGHT. .....until EYE TURNED AROUND, and REALIZED WHERE THE UNIVERSE had just ploPPed ME! Saint Patricks Church San Francisco, California https://goo.gl/nkqqI6 #StPATRICKs 🍀
ROUGH NIGHT LAST NIGHT. .....until EYE TURNED AROUND, and REALIZED WHERE THE UNIVERSE had just ploPPed ME! Saint Patricks Church San Francisco, California https://goo.gl/nkqqI6 #StPATRICKs 🍀
MARCH 8, 2016
PHOTOs of TODAY's TOTAL SOLAR ECLIPSE [with a NEW MOON] by SOPHIA DARZANOS from SLOOH's LIVESTREAM Slooh Solar eclipse Total solar eclipse Total Solar Eclipse 2016 #SOLAReclipse #ECLIPSE #ECLIPSE2016 https://goo.gl/zWaTxv https://goo.gl/xbPXkX ★
PHOTOs of TODAY's TOTAL SOLAR ECLIPSE [with a NEW MOON] by SOPHIA DARZANOS from SLOOH's LIVESTREAM Slooh Solar eclipse Total solar eclipse Total Solar Eclipse 2016 #SOLAReclipse #ECLIPSE #ECLIPSE2016 https://goo.gl/zWaTxv https://goo.gl/xbPXkX ★
FROM Slooh: "The big day is finally here! Watch our Indonesia Livestream at 6pm + use our StarShare Cam to shoot + post your own pictures of the #SloohEclipse! #ShadeUp" ★
MARCH 6, 2016
TONIGHT: 9 year-old ZAMORA MOON's FUNDRAISER with KATDELIC ACOUSTIC at THE CHAPEL BAR in SAN FRANCISCO, CALIFORNIA. ❤
"a fund raiser for the never ending medical expenses for our friend Marisa Martinez's 9 year old daughter Zamora Moon who is fighting DIPG, a very aggressive brain tumor. We all believe that Zamora will beat this but it is a long process. Her meds are over $3200. a month. This event is FREE and donations will be collected at the show. Please tell your friends and Please come and enjoy a night of amazing music for a more than worthy cause. Our friend Pamela Gerstein will be on hand to MC the evening.
The restaurant kitchen will be open, so come hungry!
RonKat Spearman: Acoustic Guitar, Lead Vocals
Lesley Grant: Vocals
Genevieve: Vocals
[SPECIAL GUEST, ZAMORA's MOM & FLUTIST, Marisa Martinez]" -The Chapel
"Zamora Moon Fighting DIPG CANCER" GoFundMe:www.gofundme.com/zamoramoon #DIPG #KATDELIC#SF https://goo.gl/NgRyRF ★
TONIGHT: 9 year-old ZAMORA MOON's FUNDRAISER with KATDELIC ACOUSTIC at THE CHAPEL BAR in SAN FRANCISCO, CALIFORNIA. ❤
"a fund raiser for the never ending medical expenses for our friend Marisa Martinez's 9 year old daughter Zamora Moon who is fighting DIPG, a very aggressive brain tumor. We all believe that Zamora will beat this but it is a long process. Her meds are over $3200. a month. This event is FREE and donations will be collected at the show. Please tell your friends and Please come and enjoy a night of amazing music for a more than worthy cause. Our friend Pamela Gerstein will be on hand to MC the evening.
The restaurant kitchen will be open, so come hungry!
RonKat Spearman: Acoustic Guitar, Lead Vocals
Lesley Grant: Vocals
Genevieve: Vocals
[SPECIAL GUEST, ZAMORA's MOM & FLUTIST, Marisa Martinez]" -The Chapel
"Zamora Moon Fighting DIPG CANCER" GoFundMe:www.gofundme.com/zamoramoon #DIPG #KATDELIC#SF https://goo.gl/NgRyRF ★
OPEN INVITATION: LESTER CHAMBERS and DYLAN CHAMBERS' BIRTHDAY PARTY at THE STOMPING GROUND aka BLUESTONE STUDIOS in PETALUMA, CALIFORNIA! POSTER: CROWBAR Lester Chambers Dylan Chambers Lester Chambers and The Mud Stompers Midnight Transit DJ Flashback of Ozcat Radio 89.5fm #LetsPARTY #PETALUMA ★
MARCH 5, 2016
CRUZ ON, KATDELICs! Have a GREAT SHOW TONIGHT at MOE's ALLEY in SANTA CRUZ, CALIFORNIA! Katdelic KATDELIC Moe's Alley, Santa Cruz Santa Cruz, California #KATDELIC #MoesALLEY #SANTACRUZ#CALIFORNIA ★
CRUZ ON, KATDELICs! Have a GREAT SHOW TONIGHT at MOE's ALLEY in SANTA CRUZ, CALIFORNIA! Katdelic KATDELIC Moe's Alley, Santa Cruz Santa Cruz, California #KATDELIC #MoesALLEY #SANTACRUZ#CALIFORNIA ★
MARCH 3, 2016
OCTOBER 10, 2014: SINGING SHEILA E.'s "HOLLY ROCK" to SHEILA E. at COPPERFIELD's in SAN RAFAEL, CALIFORNIA • SONG : https://youtu.be/ZzpsueFjKsY Holly Rock Sheila E. Copperfield's Books San Rafael, California #SheilaE #TBT (.....but not that far back!) ★
OCTOBER 10, 2014: SINGING SHEILA E.'s "HOLLY ROCK" to SHEILA E. at COPPERFIELD's in SAN RAFAEL, CALIFORNIA • SONG : https://youtu.be/ZzpsueFjKsY Holly Rock Sheila E. Copperfield's Books San Rafael, California #SheilaE #TBT (.....but not that far back!) ★